My Break is Coming

In 4-5 days, my vacation break is coming. It'll last for one whole week. I really need it. My heads in a pain and it's killing me. I just hope this break will be well worth it. Now all I need is wait for the approval.

I'm on a verge of change~ well, halfway through anyway. My mind is set towards my future goals but my will right now... is well... in front of the computer. I'm always looking forward in what'll happen to me next. But, if I don't push myself somehow, my dreams will only remain as dreams. Maybe that explains why I have such a weird headache.

A new hard disk is coming in tomorrow. 500gb worth. I was hoping going for 1TB but my budget just won't cut it. I have to skip repairing my car for next month. There's just still a whole long list of things to buy... From the important until the least important. But priority takes first place. If demand is needed, that's where the back-up money comes in. Yup, once you run your own life, you got to think ahead and more ahead than you ever imagine. That's why I got myself to kept on going. It ain't over until it's over.

Yesterday, I signed up for Japanese class hoping to learn what I didn't know. Hopefully it'll be a good experience. But the time will take place at night. I don't know how long it's going to be. But my determination to learn is there.

I'm also waiting to find a better job in the government. But all I see, the government is looking for are qualifications higher than mine and qualifications lower than mine. I was so pissed that the governments are very picky people. Nothing about the qualifications in the middle. But I have my patience.

I don't know what's going to happen to me next year, but I'm striving to move on and on and on... Never giving up even if I was down... I'll keep on improving and improving. If I can't find people to help me... I'll just do it on my on.

Am I satisfied with my current now? Hell no... So, I better be better...