What's my mood? I don't know already.

Pain, stress, excitement, pissed, hurt, down, fatique, etc.

These mood is what I'm expressing today. Wierd? I'm having these symtoms all at once that sooner or later I might break down. And maybe that's why I'm unable to think straight today.
I got work to do, work needs to be done, work to be started. I'm tired, I'm experiencing muscle pain in my legs, I'm feeling low in energy. My mind's not thinking clearly, thinking of problems, thinking of the future, thinking what to do, thinking the answers.
Happy, yet sad but still angry but feeling annoyed, in the same time scared.
Awake, yet tired but still strong-willed but feeling weak, in the same time in pain.
Positive, yet questionable but answerable but feeling wrong, in the same time right.

Maybe it was beacause of the events few days ago that everything happens each day within a few hours. It's going to fast.*sigh*

I need to calm down and collect my thoughts. Slow down and cool down. :)

Btw, yesterday I had a good time, playing with my friends... yup. And it's also an important day for an old friend. And so ~ within this next few days another special day for another friend and few days another special day for another friend and another few days for another special day a relative of mine. :)

So in this month, there's a lot of special days going on. Since yesterday I declared a busy month, this onth month I declared a special days' month.

Hehe, Later.